thoughts of JM

warming up week & eira's current obsession

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 16:33:43 GMT

Dear blog,

My first week of holiday is almost over. Erm actually I still have about 2 days before 1st week is over. It doesn't matter anyway. I would call this week as the WARMING UP week. Overall, it seems fine to me.

Monday
Woke up at about 10pm. Get ready to go out with Mom. Went to hair saloon and coloured my hair to lighter brown (originally is darker brown). Oh actually i cannot really name what colour is my hair now. It's like reddish brown or lighter brown or honestly i'm not sure. haha But i'm okay with the colour anyway. Oh mom belanja me of course. Hehe sekali sekala she said. Obviously if i were to go myself... means i won't la. Expensive kot.

Tuesday
Woke up late. 12.30pm i think. Watching TV. Online-ing. Reading.

Wednesday
Went out with the brothers to Summit. Watched Ninja Assassins... it was okay, i guess. Had Prosperity Burger, McDonald. =D Take picture to renew passport in Kelana Jaya. It's a wonder why we still go there when we could actually do it somewhere near home... Probably bcause Kelana Jaya / Petaling Jaya is still the best! haha

Thursday
Woke up at 1.30pm. Haha Itu pun because mama kejut once she went home from work. Hehe. Well... hujan... sedap tido. Watch TV & do the normal stuff.

Friday
Woke up early. Man... i slept for 5 hours je. Went out with mama. Planning to go to PC Fair at KLCC. But then, jam macam orang gila around KLCC tu. Kereta langsung tak bergerak. Cannot find parking. We gave up. We had lunch at A&W near Amcorp. Went to JPJ to make road tax for mom's client. We waited for 1 hour & a half. Lama kot. Nak tertido dah... Then went home.

Had dinner with the brothers only. Ayah had company's dinner and Mama had her school reunion dinner. So we went to Mc Donald Kota Damansara.

Okay seriously... no more fast food for EIRA. Dah la da gemuk, makan fast food ari ni sampai 2 kali. Lepas tu malas nak bangun pagi tuk pergi jogging... pastu complain rasa dah gemuk but not doing anything to kuruskan badan. Hah!

Well... i've got nothing to say about that. haha. It's true la... i'm fat. damn. haha

Tomorrow still free. Might be going to PC Fair... depends on whether i'm rajin or not. Then on Sunday, going to play paint ball with ayah and the brothers. Saje je nak menyibuk. Jealous kot asyik dorang je pergi main. Just for fun cos i know i'm not that good in this type of game... Nanti belum pape dah jatuh dulu... hoho that is sooooo me.

The plan yang asyik cancel this week would be..... JOGGING. haha. Malas nak bangun la. Tido lambat la. Tak boleh nak bangun la. Hujan la. Macam2 alasan. But i do realize that i need to work my muscle a bit before the OBS camp... hurmmm gimana ya? Hehehe Eira... Eira... (sila geleng kepala tanda disappointed.)

Next week, i'm still free... Bila mau jumpa rakan2? I'm free... haha

I would like to share my current obsession with you guys... though you guys please don't like him back. Cos he's mine. hahahaha (monster laugh)

Nak tau saya suka siapa sekarang?

His name is Taguchi Junnosuke. Member of KAT-TUN, a japanese group of 6 adorable guys. Their songs is not bad at all... I kind of like their songs. I also watched their show Cartoon Kat-tun through youtube... (now u know y i love youtube)

Man... i totally adore this guy now. haha
My current obsession, if u can call it that... though i'm not obsessed with him. Really.

Oh, I showed my mom one of his picture... and i said "Ma, meet my boyfriend Taguchi Junnosuke." haha
Mama kate dia tak approved. Dia tak nak budak nerd. Erkk (well i did show her a the picture yg dia pakai spec and all... should show her yg gambar hot...) But that picture sgt hot ape... meh eira tunjuk...

I like this picture the most! hoho. I really have this thing with guys with spectacles laa.. well that depends jugak kot. hoho.

Another one...

Heee... i truly like this guy. Haha am i obsessed or what?
Nop, i'm not.

Just having the "fan girl" mode now. Ignore it.

I hope you don't like him so that i won't have any competition. haha
But please approve la... so bley kasi recommendation kat my mom. (joking2x)

Well now i feel a lot of better after showing my favourite guy currently.
Remember guys, don't like him okay. He is mine.

Hope i'll see you guys soon. Rindu korang!

p/s: tau tak lepas last entry where i complain my lappy main the songs tersekat-sekat tu... laptop kesayangan saya terus sihat semula. Man... i love you laptop. You really do love me ne? haha. Alhamdulillah. Tak payah hantar reformat. =D

bila lagu dimainkan macam radio rosak..

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 12:42:01 GMT

Dear laptopku sayang,

Kenapa bila Eira nak dengar lagu, kau tersekat-sekat? Rasa macam dengar radio rosak pun ada. Sedih tuanmu ini tau.

Kenapa bila Eira nak tengok video, kau tersangkut-sangkut? Sedangkan youtube tuh dah full loading dah. Rasa macam tengok TV yang dah nak rosak... Extra sedih tuanmu ini...

Kau nak apa sayang?

Nak defragment? Sudahku buat.

Nak gi doctor? Dah Eira buat scan tengok ada virus dan bacteria ke tak. Tak de pulak yang muncul.

Kau terasa otak beban ngan info ker? Eira dah delete dah benda yang macam sampah. Dan memori kau ade hampir separuh lagi yang kosong. Well memori kau tak banyak pun... 120G jer.

Jeles Eira tengok laptop2 baru yang ada 250G ke atas. Jeles2x.

Kau sakit ape laptopku sayang?

Kau mau di reformat ker? Itu macam cuci otak sayangku. Mesti kamu tak mau kan kan? Tapi bila fikir balik... bagus gak kalau reformat. Laju lagi kau bergerak.

Tak pe 2x. Cepat-cepat pulih ya.

I miss you yang sihat tuh... <3

<3 your master,
jmunawwarah

Hello World! Happy Holidays!

Wed, 25 Nov 2009 15:20:26 GMT

HELLO WORLD!!

and i see sunshine!!

Saje je nak tunjuk bertapa gembiranya EIRA bila dah abis EXAM!!
say "woot woot"

woot woot

haha rasa macam buat concert pulak. =p

Anyway, I'm HOME now.
Call me. (haha)
Let's go out dear friends.
I've been wanting to do that since ages. (exaggerate)

Dear holidays,
I promise you today that I'll be a good vacationer.
Even if i'm home,
I would do things that won't make you (and I) feel bored.
If i'm outside,
I'll enjoy every single moment...
And eventhough I have OBS camp,
I'll keep my mind positive and enjoy it.

I would spent time with my family,
I would go out with my friends too.
I would watch all the movies, japanese drama and english series
I would keep youtube close to me (since we cannot open it in UTP)
I would download songs and videos
I'll read fanfiction (as always) and some story books too.
Oh, i forgot about the games.
I'll play Cafe World & Special Force too.
What else Holiday?
erm.. what STUDY? That's so not included. =p

And don't forget Holidays,
I'll make sure I sleep well too. (haha)
Last but not least, I will try my best not to complain and say "I'm bored"
So Holidays,
Be good to me and my friends.
Hopefully, we can really enjoy and have a good time.

lots of love,
jmunawwarah

counting hours for final to be over.

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 16:45:40 GMT

One more paper left.
Can't wait for final to be over.
Hurry up yaw!
Cos i'm bored already.

My progress for Drilling was way too slow for my liking.
I believe tomorrow i'll be working faster.
Like always.

As much as Drilling is my favourite subject...
when you don't have the mood... it means you don't.
Doesn't make any different i guess.

Oh well...

counting hours,
jmunawwarah

di rumah untuk study.

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 16:25:25 GMT

2 days more before the first paper.

I'm at home. =D

Feeling a lot better than previous days and weeks.

I've been good. I'm studying.

Though now i'm taking a rest and feeling a lil hungry.

" All the best with your final exam. My prayers for your success. With hard work & determination, nothing is impossible."

SMS from Dr. Fadzil, Chairman of EDX 24

Thank you Dr. Fadzil! You're the best EDX Chairman ever! haha. Tapi seriously la... he never teaches me in any class (of course, i'm Petroleum student and Dr. Fadzil is BIS lecturer.) So macam terharu sikit lah. Dr. Fadzil is a really nice & helpful lecturer. He helps me a lot in EDX 24. Really friendly, understanding & cool. =D

With hard work & determination, nothing is impossible.

I truly love that sentence. =D I'll do my very best. weeeee

Alrite. Let's go n find some food... hohoho.

Shhhh. Study weh.

lots of love,
jmunawwarah

7 days before final starts.

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 02:20:29 GMT

7 days before final starts.

I feel that the previous entry was mean and uncalled for. I'm sorry. I was beyond sad and emotional. Homesick and missing them. I truly did miss the home environment. The companion, the food and the comfort. I miss my bed too. hehe.

Final Exam. PE was a bit unlucky.... in terms that we start the exam early and finish last.

11th Nov - Probability & Statistics

14th Nov - Principle of Reservoir Engineering

16th Nov - Fluid Mechanics 1
- Islamic Studies

21st Nov - Reservoir Geoscience

25th Nov - Drilling Engineering

The first four paper would be tiring. I feel that Registra is quite mean to us. How come we have 2 papers on the same day?? They said they will not burden us since we don't have study week. I already went to Registra and complained... No changes since the 2nd draft at all. It would be tiring for sure. Since it cannot be change anymore... let's just deal with it.

Sirhan got his first college result yesterday. Not bad. CGPA 3.2. Congrats Sirhan! Now you can get your first laptop. =D Ayah promised him, if he got 3 pointer, ayah will buy him a new laptop.

What else to update here?

Wish me luck guys. =D

lots of love,
jmunawwarah

ok... mari lepas geram kejap...

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 15:27:49 GMT

Aku tak tau la kenapa emosi tak stabil minggu nih. Anything yang ada kaitan dengan rumah buat aku emo.

Homesick.

Yeah... i guess so... Bila orang kata diorang balik rumah, mulalah "nak balik jugakkk!!!" Tapi sayangnya tak boleh... masa terlalu limited. Lagi seminggu nak final. Honestly speaking, aku tak start study untuk final. Asyik study untuk test je. Sigh. Tak tau lah weyh... cuak gila nak final nih. Tapi tak de mood. Tak de semangat langsung. I just want to do nothing.

And aku sangat mudah pissed off bila chat ngan family members. All they do is bragging what they did at home. Whatever you guys do... buat aje la... but don't ever mention it to me anymore. Tak payah buat aku jeles. Sebab terang-terangan aku dah jeles. I'm trying to overcome this homesick and all you guys did, making me feel more homesick.

"Oh kitorang tengah makan cheesecake oreo."

SO WHATTTTTTT? Unless you are bringing some to me... don't mention it!

Sampai aku rasa malas nak chat ngan anyone of them. Tak kiralah mama, ayah, Sirhan or Syibli! Because sama je...

Oh kitorang makan nih... oh kitorang gi sini... oh kitorang gi sana...

Seriously... cukup-cukup lah tuh... It's always about what you guys do pun...

It doesn't make me feel good... It doesn't make me feel calm at all... Semua tu buat aku rasa nak nangis... or in other word... dah pun nangis.

No matter how i missed home... I just couldn't talk to them right now... Since it won't do me any good anyway... Just buat rasa lebih homesick. Kalau boleh terbang, dah terbang balik rumah. Kalau ada pintu suka hati lagi bahagia... penat pun tidak.

Tak tau kenapa perasaan homesick nih macam melampau pulak. Agak melampau la sebenarnya. Entah lah weyh. Maybe PMS pun ye gak kot. Yang paling penting... tension untuk final dah start since last 2 weeks aku rasa... tu yang terasa extra pressure...

Anyhow... 1 month to go until final habis. All the best for myself. Just let me keep myself happy until then... No more crying please... entah kenapa my tear duct macam sangat kaya dengan air mata lately nih...

Bajet macam tinggal jauh sangat je... Ni baru kat Malaysia... ermm more specific PERAK. Well i'm blaming UTP sebab UTP memang serious bosan, terpencil dan bosan arh!

Memandangkan apa yang tersirat kat hati nih dah pun berjaya dikeluarkan... Jom kite study tuk test Reservoir Geoscience yang telah di post-pone ke hari Selasa nih.

Yang selalu fikir nak balik rumah,
jmunawwarah

the boyfriend / girlfriend shop

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 14:48:32 GMT

Petang-petang yang bosan tadi, aku terfikir.

Kalau kita nak keluar dari UTP tapi tak de transport, kita pergi sewa kereta. Selalunya dekat Bugsy. 1 jam RM5. Kancil auto. Minimum time sewa, 3 jam. So beronggeng la kitorang pergi beli stock makanan, pergi salon ke... pergi makan malam dan sebagainya.

Kan best... kalau ada kedai sewa boyfriend.

Apa?

Ye la... tak semua orang ada boyfriend kan. (well... that includes me) So bila terasa nak ada boyfriend, kita pergi sewa kat kedai tu untuk a few hours. Gi lepak2 tengok wayang. Pergi makan (mesti)... dan buat apa yang couple slalu buat lah (yang elok je anyway).

No string attached. So tak de la heart broken ke apa. Yang paling best kalau kita boleh pilih personality and character dia. Sort of the perfect boyfriend you are looking for. Nak yang handsome? Boleh2x. Nak yang ada kereta. Perfect gentleman... things like that...

Seems desperate? In a way yeah... but in another way not really. I mean, some of us are not prepare to commit to a relationship. Some find it difficult to find the guy and get the feeling mutual. (that's me). Some feel that they want a guy companionship that is not just friend material. Some of us nak boyfriend for certain time je. Like when you are feeling so bored, during holidays... So in a way... by having this Boyfriend/Girlfriend shop makes us feel a bit better though we kinda feel like desperate or something. Haha

Kenapa tak keluar dengan kawan2? Sometimes you just felt that you need something else besides your friend. You always have your friends indeed. But at times...you want to be with other people companionship (in other word boyfriend/girlfriend).

& the fact that not all your friends are single like you... means when you want them, they are not available. So you tak nak lah kacau diorang kan. Oh... this boyfriend shop doesn't mean that i nak sewa your boyfriend. Ermmm totally not. Hahaha. I kinda think that it would be good if we don't really know them.

Katalah... you nak pergi prom. But you tak de boyfriend and tak de orang ajak you. (ermm sedihlah pulak tuk situation nih) So what would you do? Ajak your guy friends lah. Or maybe you nak buat something daring... so let's go to Boyfriend / Girlfriend shop and shop for a partner. Hahaha.

In a way the idea sound interesting to me. But if this shop really exist, would i go there and sewa a boyfriend? Ermmmm... Hard to say but probably no. Or maybe if i'm daring or boring enough then yes. Because people talks and you malas nak dengar this kind of talks. & it doesn't sound morally good anyway.

One situation, Eira pergi dating with this rent boyfriend and say... Niksu terjumpa diorang.

Niksu: Heyyyy Eiraaa! (hugs) Oh who's this?

Eira: Hi nik! (hugs) Oh.. this guy, (insert name) is my rent boyfriend for today. hihi. He's good looking rite? (erk) I sewa dia for RM 7 an hour.

Niksu: ????

Basically macam tak bley blah lah. If i'm in Nik's situation (in above example), I mesti fikir... my friend nih desperate ke ape. Maybe I should introduce her some real guy. Hahahahahaha & seriously macam kurang bermoral sikit. You sewa orang... in other words macam you hire prostitute. Obviously that sounds no good at all ne?

Bila you bosan... idea yang ntah pape macam ni pun boleh muncul. But seriously there are times that i feel that i should hire someone to be my boyfriend. Just for the fun of it. This idea usually occurs when i feel so bored and i want to go out of UTP and I need someone who is willing to bring me out. Nak ajak my guy friends... at times i rasa a bit malu lah. Ye la... macam kita mempergunakan diorang for the sake that they have car in UTP. Nak ajak the girls ~ yang ada kereta mostly got boyfriend. So rather than keluar dengan girlfriends... the idea of going out with your boyfriend is more tempting.

Well, honestly i'm totally bored now. I've been talking to my head the whole day. Since room-mate went for a field trip for her event in Pahang... and i malas nak keluar dari bilik, so today is very unsocial day for me.

I miss home.

p/s: final in a week more... i'm scared.

Kimi wo shinjirareta boku wo shinjiyou to omotta
Moshi warui hito da to shitemo, boku wa suki ni natta

pemilik idea gila,
jmunawwarah

it's not easy to become a good leader...seriously.

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 16:49:14 GMT

EDX 24 was over last week. But only today i felt that it was truly over. We had our department post mortem just now since the performance from the department was not really that good. It was okay overall but there are a lot of space for us to improve. I love PR department so much that i hope for the next EDX 25 PR would be tons better than EDX 24.

I'm the Head of Department of Public Relation EDX 24. Personally, it was a great experience as a leader. Though i admit, maybe just maybe i was not a good leader. But i'm learning and will not stop learning. There might be some things that i overlooked. My words should be more clearer so that people don't get confused. Maybe I should be more firm or anything... haha Honestly, I don't know... I just feel that there are still a lot of things that I have to learn and improve.

I honestly enjoyed being with PR committees. Azliza, Syafiq, Poh Vin, Vani, Yi Tong and Jason. They are fun to be with... My brothers and my sisters. They did their task well. Though on personal skill, like me... they can still improve.

We are human. We make mistakes. We can still learn. I'm not trying to put the blame on them... I have faults too. Oh well... let's not talk about sad things...

I realize that it is not easy to become a good leader. You think you did well but your subordinates might not think so. Oh well.... you just have to keep learning.

Anyway... maybe later i shall put some pictures of EDX... so you guys can know what i'm talking about. =D

lots of love,
jmunawwarah

can i go home now?

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 10:05:15 GMT

Terasa macam nak balik.

Tapi hari ni hari ahad.

Boleh saya balik rumah minggu depan?

Tapi macam busy.

Alaaaa... bolehlah. Saya tak bersemangat kat sini nih. Tak de mood nak study.

So macam mana?

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This coming week, we got 3 confirmed test.

++ Reservoir Geoscience - probably on Wednesday.
++ Principle of Reservoir Engineering (PRE) - on Thursday, 8am.
++ Islamic Studies (IS) - on Thursday, 11am

Fluid Mechanics (FM) might be schedule this week... not sure yet.

On assignments,

++ PRE-Decline Curve - due before class 10am tomorrow.
++ Probstat-Wiley - due on Wednesday, 10am.
++ Drilling - Casing Drilling - due on Friday before 5pm.

On reports

++ EDX PR Dept Standard of Procedure (SOP)
++ EDX PR Dept Post Mortem Report
++ EDX PR File - hardcopy & softcopy

All three due on next Sunday, 1st November 2009.

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2 more weeks to final exam. 2 more weeks to prepare myself for that.

I'm afraid that i won't have enough time to study everything... with this no-mood-2-study i'm having today... erkkk i couldn't do anything productive.

Hopefully later tonight i can start working on the assignment. Wish me luck.

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Seriously, i want to go home to neutralize myself!

lots of love,
jmunawwarah