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Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Bloggy.... i am bored~! I don't have the right mood to study now. I wanna laze around on the bed and sleep. I don't wanna do anything that are related to books. I don't wanna care about anything in the whole world. & can i enjoy the world that i don't need to exercise brain out. I really am just lazy bloggy~~!
Major paper is on Thursday and i should really make the full use of the time now and study but being the lazy ass that i am, i just don't feel like doing anything. If only this type of mood came yesterday, it would be much better. But no, it just have to come today. sigh.
I just want this semester to end now, please. Pretty please with chocolate on top? Or do you want anything else? *bribing bloggy with food* Bloggy~~! Send me some positive energy. Too much of negativity is gonna kill me. It's definitely not a good time to be too overwhelmed with this negative thoughts. Fight it off, Eira!
Dear Allah, give me strength to fight all negative emotion overwhelming me.
ending the post with hope to fight this bad feelings,
jmunawwarah
Posted at 01:16 pm by jmunawwarah
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ADIOS FYP!!!!
now the only thing left for FYP is submitting the hardcover report.
lots of love,
jmunawwarah
Posted at 04:30 pm by jmunawwarah
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NERVOUS.
& i still have 3 hours & a half to kill.
Wish me luck!
lots of nervousness,
jmunawwarah
Posted at 12:30 pm by jmunawwarah
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I'm one step closer to finishing FYP.
Yatttaaaa!!!! Hooreeeyyyy!!!! Yeaaayyyy!!!!
One more day to suffer and i'm done. I'm truly truly looking forward to end this FYP crap. 8 months of FYP could make you crazy, i tell you.
THE important date for April:- 6 April - PPO project submission (COMPLETED)
- 6 April - FYP Poster submission (COMPLETED)
- 9 April - EIS project compiled (COMPLETED)
- 13 April - EIS project submission (COMPLETED)
- 14 April - Cultural project compiled (COMPLETED)
- 16 April - FYP softbound final report (COMPLETED)
- 16 April - EIS test (COMPLETED)
- 17 April - Cultural Anthropology test (COMPLETED)
- 17 April - Cultural project submission (COMPLETED)
- 20 April - FYP Technical paper submission (COMPLETED)
- 30 April - FYP final presentation
One more thing left and then final exam. I'm having 3 papers; EIS, PPO and Cultural on 6th May, 10th May and 12th May respectively. To be supremely honest, I really can't wait to finish this semester. Somehow this current semester is more crazy and torturous than previous one. It's tiring me out and at one point i feel like i'm giving up and try not to care about it. But i definitely cannot do that yes?
& it makes me wonder how the final semester will be like. With only one learning subject and one group project. Will it be as crazy as this semester? Will it be fun? Will the friendship last? Is everything going to be okay next semester???? The coming semester have not even started and I'm already shuddering with doubts and questions.
I'm almost done with the slides. Just need to edit it here and there. Need to practice presenting it as well. I'm not exactly scared on the presentation part, since i think if i do some practice it will be okay. I'm more scared of the QnA session. What if i couldn't answer every questions they asked? What if they shoot me thousands of questions during the presentation itself but not during QnA? Sigh.
Gotta get through this anyway. Need to believe in my capabilities. This is my project and I'm supposed to know almost everything about it. You can do this Eira!! Once the presentation is over, you're done with FYP!!! <----- psycho oneself
I'm having sore throat and flu now. Hopefully, it won't be bad tomorrow. Wish me luck!!!
Take care & have a nice day~! lots of love, jmunawwarah
Posted at 01:18 pm by jmunawwarah
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Wednesday, April 18, 2012 |
Penat dan mengantuk. Tapi malas nak tidur. Maybe lepas tulis blog, baru senang hati nak tidur kot... :)
I'm not exactly the sports kind of person. I don't hate sport and i admit i do have those tiny bits of love for sports. But maybe I'm just not that talented in sports. I can play a little of this, a little of that but it's hard to be an expert in one sports in particular. Probably due to my own laziness to go to the field or court.
This week, I've been involved with futsal. The first time I have been given the chance to play it seriously. It was for inter-course tournament. Previously, i have been in futsal court, but just for the sake of kicking the ball and never understand or learning to play it in the real way. So I can definitely say it's a new experience for me. It was fun! That much i can admit.
Playing and practicing with PE girls, having a few "willing" coach, playing friendly with other courses and playing for the tournament & not to forget, getting my left hand-thumb finger hurts. Oh yes, such a great final year memories! I'm not regretting the choice to play for the PE girls team.
I kind of volunteered to be the goal-keeper for the team for few reasons. Firstly, the fact that I don't have great stamina to run up and down the court in a short time. Second, well, i don't want the team to lose if they have a person (which is ME) with THAT low stamina in the team. Thirdly, for the fact that my ankle is not exactly in the best conditions to run that hard. Fourth, I kind of wanted to have the experience of being a keeper.
& somehow, I think i make a good choice of position in the team. :) I kind of like being a goal-keeper. Of course, i admit that i will DEFINITELY get frustrated when the balls from opponents managed to pass through my goal. But somehow, it teaches me on the possibilities of where the ball could come from. & it will give some ideas how i should counter the ball if the situation happened. Being a keeper also trained you to be more alert to the surroundings since if you're not alert, you would be surprised when the balls reach your goal.
But i kind of have another urge to try to play up in the field. Maybe i could try that one day. Until then, i should try to get my body more fit and full of stamina. Or else i would be super tired very easily. & also i need to take care of the ankles very carefully now.
The thing that i love about sports is when the players shows a good sportsmanship. Where you play fair and square, with good attitude and accept your winnings & losses with open heart. It's a sports! Meaning, there would always be one side who wins and another who lose. You can't win all the time, unless you're always lucky. So be sporting about it, show everyone your good sportsmanship~! & of course, don't let whatever happened in the game be outside the game as well. That won't be good ne?
I can't wait for the photographers to upload the group pictures! Maybe later i can share some of the pictures. :)
Enough rambling. I shall visit the bed now. Take care & have a nice day.
lots of love,
jmunawwarah
Posted at 03:50 am by jmunawwarah
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Rasa nak jerit sekuat hati bila tension nak siapkan FYP report ni!!! Memanglah tinggal result & discussion & conclusion je tinggal. Tapi rasa pressure dengan masa yang limited ni. Mana dengan nak Test EIS esok ni....yang baru baca 2 chapter je. Past EIS test pun tak sentuh lagi. Rasa nak menangis. T___T
Important dates & progress so far: - 6 April - PPO project submission (COMPLETED)
- 6 April - FYP Poster submission (COMPLETED)
- 9 April - EIS project compiled (COMPLETED)
- 13 April - EIS project submission (COMPLETED)
- 14 April - Cultural project compiled (COMPLETED)
- 16 April - FYP softbound final report
- 16 April - EIS test
- 17 April - Cultural Anthropology test
- 17 April - Cultural project submission
- 20 April - FYP Technical paper submission
- 30 April - FYP final presentation
Sabar Eira. Kuatkan semangat. Tak lama lagi habislah nih. Fight-oh!
Ya Allah, permudahkanlah semuanya.
lots of stress, jmunawwarah
Posted at 06:06 pm by jmunawwarah
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Kadang-kadang rasa asyik complained pasal FYP je kat blog nih. Tapi nak buat macam mana, i'm going through FYP moment sekarang ni kan.
April is a month of busyness. A month where all projects will need to be submitted. A month where FYP will come to an end. Which means reports & final presentation is due. A month that gonna keep my hands full. A scary & torturous month.
THE important date for April: - 6 April - PPO project submission (COMPLETED)
- 6 April - FYP Poster submission (COMPLETED)
- 9 April - EIS project compiled
- 13 April - EIS project submission
- 14 April - Cultural project compiled
- 16 April - FYP softbound final report
- 16 April - EIS test
- 17 April - Cultural Anthropology test
- 17 April - Cultural project submission
- 20 April - FYP Technical paper submission
- 30 April - FYP final presentation
Sigh. It won't be a problem to do all these tasks when you're motivated. But when your motivation is down the hill, which is what i'm feeling at the moment... it's definitely not good. Let's just hope this is temporary. I still have 3 more weeks to survive April. Eira, don't lose hope! Fight till the end! Ganbatte self.
Till next time. Which i hope it won't be a depressing entry anymore.
lots of love,
jmunawwarah
Posted at 09:12 pm by jmunawwarah
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Perasaan excited nak balik rumah ni macamlah dah sebulan lebih tak balik. Baru 2 minggu Eira.
To be exact, baru 11 hari Eira!
Gotta got through the test first. Then baru enjoy the weekend. :))
See you at home, blogdrive sayang. haha.
lots of love.
jmunawwarah
Posted at 08:20 am by jmunawwarah
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I CAN'T SLEEP. /depress.
Been on the bed for two hours, trying and very determined to get some sleep to have a good start on the new week. But i just couldn't! It's freaking annoying.Since I couldn't sleep or even closed my eyes pretending to be sleeping, i switched on the laptop and start doing anything just to get myself tired. Should i watch some drama now? It's already 4.36am. sigh.
Good luck on getting some sleep, Eira.
lot's of love,
jmunawwarah
Posted at 04:26 am by jmunawwarah
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I'm feeling super exhausted at the moment. Even though i didn't do anything that requires me to move around, but sitting in front of the laptop while writing a report is tiring me out. Mentally exhausted.
I'm planning to send the report by tomorrow so i need to complete it by tonight. Yesterday the progress was way too slow to my liking. Thank God, I could concentrate and do quite a lot this evening. But there are still a few things to be added and edited. Sigh. Report, y u no fun???
This second half of the semester is crazy and busy. 3 group projects in the list. FYP final report, poster and technical paper to be done. Tests. FYP presentation at the end of the semester. & then final exam.
This is how final year is supposed to be eh? I haven't watch any anime or drama for 2 weeks already! That's a first. lol. Oh well, can't wait to finish the report and reward myself with watching drama / anime. It would be super awesome if i could have Old Town Signature Freeze as well though. & i feel like eating pizza too now. <----- super craving. Until next time. Wish me luck! Have a nice day folks. lots of love, jmunawwarah
Posted at 07:20 pm by jmunawwarah
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