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Wednesday, January 25, 2012 |
Yo! Ogenki desu ka?
I finally make concrete of my 2012 resolutions at 4am this morning. So late I know. But i believe it is never too late to set your targets. :) I think i made a specific resolutions this year. So let's just hope I could achieve all the resolutions successfully.
Yesterday, i was feeling quite hyper. All because KAT-TUN new song preview. Awesome song! It's the main song for their new album which gonna be released on 22 February 2012. The song title is Lock On. I love it! It's KAT-TUN's rock-ish song. This is their forte!! <3<3<3 I'm just so in love. I love their voice. Junno's voice omg! So heart-melting for me. Want to listen to it? huhu
Forgive my flailing mode. XD I just can't help it.
Btw, I'm left with only 4 more days of holidays. Such a short mid sem break. Who the hell have only 2 weeks of mid sem break!!!!!! Oh well, it's okay i guess. I'm already in final year. Another 2 semesters to go. So bertahan sajalah. Dah pasrah dah dengan cuti yang pendek ni. Plus macamlah tak boleh balik rumah weekend. Next semester pun tak de kelas hari Jumaat. So boleh je nak balik. (^.^) <------ see dah planning nak balik dah pun. lol.
Okay dah tak tau apa nak tulis. So see you guys later. Take care & have a nice day!
lots of love, jmunawwarah
Posted at 01:20 pm by jmunawwarah
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Tuesday, January 17, 2012 |
Birthday and Friends <3<3<3
Birthday is just like any normal days. Except that your age increased by a year. As much as you should feel a little sad due to being a year older, we tend to be happy on that day. Why? I don't even understand it. But I do feel happy on my birthday! Even though I have to spend that day studying for my major subject, Drilling I'm actually happy doing it. It can't be help that my birthday falls during examination week. 2012 birthday would be the first time ever I celebrated my birthday in UTP. For the past 4 years, Dec-Jan would be our semester break. But due to the changes in the academic system, we're having exam in January and semester break of only freaking 2 weeks! Oh well. I think the thing that gave me motivation to study on my birthday would be the birthday wishes from family and friends. Thank you! As much as I'm feeling a little sad due to not being able to be with my family, I still have my close friends with me. So I'm fine with it. (^.^) I'm not that hard to pleased, I just need my beloved people to be around me to be happy. I have my friends, I had skype-chat with Ayah, and a call from my brothers, friends, talked to Mama… yeah it's great. Alhamdulillah! To be honest, I do not expect to have a surprised belated birthday celebration from my friends. I mean, we're busy with exams, so I understand that. I'm just expecting them to be around me. That's enough. But they did it. I'm impressed! Their efforts are something that I truly appreciated! It's one thing to organize a surprised celebration, it's another thing when they contacted my family & close friends back home too. They even invited my family and close friends to join the celebration though they couldn't make it. Wow. & they make a short-montage for me too. Truly love the montage. I feel your love dear friends. & I love you too! XD As much as I'm feeling happy about it, I'm feeling guilty as well. It takes time to organize & make the video right? & you guys spend your studying time to make it, makes me feel guilty as well. So, I'm sorry my birthday falls during exam, troubling you guys and I just want you guys to know that I truly appreciate everything you did for me. I'm not that good at expressing my gratitude in person, but I hope through this writing, you feel my gratitude. I don't exactly knows who did what during the preparation for the surprised, but do know that I'm grateful to each and every one of you. Friendships are meant to be forever. So, please know that I would always be right here for you guys to fall back to. Don't be shy to come to me whenever that is. I'm hoping that this friendship that we have would last forever. Distance should not matter okay. We might be far from each other later on in the future, but the friendship should remain as it is. Another thing, we're not friends during happiness only right? I would prefer if share our happiness and sadness together. Through thick or thin, let's be friends forever!
To dear friends, Khairunnisa Sidik, Atteyah Balqis, Emmi Anieshya and Nur Fadzliana who organized the celebration for me, THANK YOU so much and I love you!! To Nik Nur Sinar Suria, thank you for the video as well. To Noor Azura Hani, thank you for the gift! To the people who wish me, thank you as well! Thank you Allah for blessing me with awesome family and friends. May Allah bless them all.
p/s: a lil sappy but terima je la ye korang. huhuhu
Lots of love,
jmunawwarah
Posted at 09:53 pm by jmunawwarah
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Eh. Dah 2012? Rasa macam kejap je baru masuk 2011. How fast time flies... Happy New Year everyone! Happy 2012! Akemashite Omedetou!
First of all, to be honest i'm not exactly looking forward for 2012 at the moment. Not exactly sure why but i'm feeling a lil depressed, a lil sad and a lil mixed up. Sigh. Mungkin sebab musim exam kot. Tak pun sebab tak dapat tengok Johnny's Countdown concert live tadi. Agak mengecewakan since dah looking forward nak tengok live since awal minggu lagi. Either than that, i cannot understand why i'm feeling like this.
2011 have been quite a year for me. Lots of things happened, be it good or bad, happy or sad. It was a tough year, I guess. But it was filled with good memories, great experiences and some sad moments as well. Either way, I have survived 2011. Alhamdulillah. & now i have to strive for the best in 2012 as well.
I haven't make any concrete resolution. Scratch that. I haven't make any resolution for 2012. I just haven't got the time to think of it thoroughly. As much as some people says there are no used of having resolution when you won't be able to fulfill them, i have to disagree on that. It's true, we might not be able to fulfill each and everyone of them. But at least when you have the resolutions and try your best to do it, that's important. It matters.
To me, trying to make it happen even when you failed, it shows your effort and your fighting spirit. Yes, you failed. But are you giving up? Not exactly. So you will try again the next year. Yeah, it's true that sometimes (usually) your new year resolutions is repeating last year's one. Oh well, it can't be help ne? You're just hoping that you would succeed for this new year deshou? I feel you. Cos the you that i'm talking about is actually MYSELF. haha.
I probably will think about it thoroughly after exam. I'll be finishing by 13 Jan. It won't be too late ne?
2012 is looking scary for me. I'm having Final Year Project 2 which involves in making the prototype / programs / experiments, according to what your project is all about. Then I'm having a Field Development Project which is actually a group project which is not easy at all. InsyaAllah I'll be graduating this year as well. Will be finished everything by September and the convocation would be somewhere in November. Since almost graduating, this also means Job Interview!! Scary!! *hides under the table.*
That could be the reason why I'm not looking forward for 2012. lol But at the same time, I'm quite excited about graduating and having a job. Hmmmmm. Oh well.
Okay dah penat dah tulis & i'm sleepy too.
So people, Happy New Year. May all the success and happiness will come to you. Have a blessed 2012. May Allah be with you always. Take care.
lots of love, jmunawwarah
Posted at 12:34 am by jmunawwarah
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Monday, December 26, 2011 |
Bukanlah marah gila. Tapi geram je.
 Bukanlah marah gila. Tapi geram je.When you make plans with me, & you decided to have a change of plan which involved me, please and i mean it please inform me about it ONCE you make the changes.Don't forget to inform me immediately! Not hours after the changes happened. Or forget to inform me at all. & especially don't let me hear the "change of plan" from other people. That kinda pissed me off like seriously. Yes. Seriously. I'm not mad that you guys change your plans, cause I'm just an outsider who was invited to go back with you. I'm just a lil pissed that i have to hear the change of plans from someone else and you still haven't inform me about it. I could still make arrangement for myself if you tell me earlier on. Yes, i could still make arrangement now... but it would make the arrangement much easier & smoother if you tell me earlier. Either way, I'm not that hopeless to make the arrangement. I'll managed it somehow. I'm having this "i'm gonna be egoistical jerk at the moment" mode. So I'm sorry if i kinda let my frustration out to you. Especially you, room-mate. Sorry. being brutally honest, jmunawwarah
Posted at 11:44 pm by jmunawwarah
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Tuesday, December 13, 2011 |
Random pic-post. Saje je nak tunjuk board kat bilik nih. huhu
 bile dah x leh concentrate dlm kelas, tulis surat tuk diri sendiri. dengan harapan dapat kasi motivasi tuk buat FYP.  my latest addition to my KAT-TUN collection. super love! Random enough? lots of love, jmunawwarah
Posted at 03:47 pm by jmunawwarah
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Friday, November 11, 2011 |
saja nak tunjuk eira busy... lol Lama dah nak update tapi tak ter-update pun. So far dah 2 entry jadi draft je. Tak post pon. Reason? Well, mase menulis tu, hati penuh rasa nak complain dan marah2.... separuh jalan tulis post, distracted sekejap. Save as draft and in the end never post it anyway.
So far, rasa macam hidup terumbang-ambing sedikit. Bila time busy yang busy gila, bila time free, tak tau nak buat apa. Duk travel Perak-Shah Alam every week. Going to Japanese class (which officially finished today), doing house errands, mama's work & settling all the payments.
To be frank, it is super tiring. It's like baru balik rumah nak adapt to the environment, dah kene travel balik utp pulak. & vice versa. Awal-awal seronoklah dapat balik rumah selalu. Tapi since both parents pergi haji, balik every weekend ni bermaksud buat kerja rumah lah. Mostly I will be home by Thursday night. Friday pergi bank sini bank sana, transfer duit sini duit sana. Sabtu pergi kelas Japanese, pergi grocery shopping, lipat baju sume tuh. Dan Ahad tengah hari dah naik KTM balik Perak. So memanglah selalunya tiada masa untuk berehat or truly have fun.
Teringat minggu lepas, minggu paling gila for me. I have 2 assignments and 1 Preliminary Report for FYP to be submitted and 1 test. Memanglah nampak macam sikit je tu. Tapi the fact that everything due that week, & the fact that Drilling Assignment tu macam bapak menyusahkan, & also kerja2 tambahan yang perlu dibuat... memanglah aku stress.
Itupun nasib baiklah time tu 1 assignment (GFE) dah disiapkan kat rumah (due date Rabu). Drilling assignment yang due date hari Rabu jugak yang finally dapat disiapkan pada hari Rabu pukul 3.30 pagi. Dan test GFE yang scheduled on Rabu petang, nasib baiklah aku dah study 2 chapter the week before that, tinggal the chapter yang baru habis belajar je. Tapi still... tak sempat buat latihan for the calculation part.
Then nak dijadikan cerita, customer mama nak renew insurans kereta pulak pada hari Rabu tuh. Kena settlekan tu lagi. Dan kemudian mama suruh pulak pergi transfer duit ke Bank Islam, which happened on Wednesday as well. Memang time tu sampai limit kesabaran dah. I don't mind helping mama doing her work sume tu, just the timing tu memanglah sangat menduga keimanan. Sampai I sms-ed mama, kata kalau nak suruh buat apa2 lagi please lah tunggu hari khamis since i got test petang tuh. At one point tu rasa nak menangis pun ade. Sebab rasa tak cukup masa sangat.
Dan malam Rabu tu, pulun buat Prelim Report. Itu satu lagi kisah... haih Final Year Project (FYP), kau pun sentiasa menguji kesabaran aku sem ni. Malas dah nak cerita kisah Rabu-Khamis. To summarize Thursday, it's such a rushing day, turun naik hostel ntah brape kali then petang balik Shah Alam.
On Friday, we went back to Malacca. On Sunday, we come back to Shah Alam. On Monday, I went back to UTP. On Thursday, I'm back to Shah Alam. Yup, that's my life at the moment. =.="
Oh well, nak buat macam manakan. Hidup perlu diteruskan. Tanggungjawab perlu dilaksanakan. Kena ajar diri ikhlaskan hati dan stop complaining. So Eira, please toughen up yourself ya.
Since i lost my writing mood already, adios and take care ya. Until I write again (which who knows when), have a wonderful life everyone! Enjoy to the fullest alright!
yours truly,
jmunawwarah
Posted at 07:05 pm by jmunawwarah
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Sunday, September 18, 2011 |
bila fikir pasal new semester...
Seminggu lagi sebelum pulang ke Universiti. Tak tau nak kata gembira ke tak. Gembira nak berjumpa kawan-kawan. Itu pasti. Tapi untuk mula belajar dan pergi ke kelas semula, selepas hampir 10 bulan tidak menyentuh buku, bersediakah aku? Entahlah. Memikirkan Final Year Project yang bakal menyapa, menakutkan! Nak buat project apa? Nak ambil lecturer mana? Boleh ke nak buat semua tu? Ahhhhh takut weyh!
Sekembalinya ke UTP, aku bukan lagi junior. I'm a Final Year student! Berbangga? Sikit la, bajet senior la katakan. Rasa tak percaya pun ada jugak. Tak sangka pulak dah nak habis belajar dah nih. Another 3 semesters or 1 year to graduate! As much as I'm excited, I'm scared too. Dah jadi final year student ni bermakna dah nak kena fikir masa depan, kena mula menyediakan diri untuk job interview, kena focus, kena cari calon suami (ehhh? ada dalam list final year student ke? haha) dan lain-lain.
Lepas habis intern nih, aku macam sedar banyak benda yang aku kurang tahu. So kalau nak kerja yang baik-baik dan company yang best-best, kenalah melengkapkan diri dengan macam-macam jenis ilmu. Bukan setakat yang Petroleum Engineering subjects je kan. General knowledge tu pun penting. And by the time aku graduate which is next year, mesti expectation for fresh-graduate pun lebih tinggi dari apa yang aku tahu sekarang. Tapi kalau ikotkan, aku tau ke apa expectation for fresh graduate dari Oil & Gas Industry? Sigh.
To be honest, future scares me. Sekarang aku tak boleh nak predict apa akan jadi. Walaupun hanya 1 tahun ke hadapan, aku tak nampak ke mana aku akan pergi. It's like I'm blindfolded and I'm supposed to move forward into the path that I'm not even sure where to go. Bila start fikir pasal future ni, perasaan takut tu melampau-lampau in the end i decided to stop thinking about it for a while.
Rimas bila fikir nak balik UTP nih. lol. Because it will lead to the thoughts of lots of things which scares the hell out of me. Either way, this week is the week that i need to prepare myself mentally & physically. More important mentally! If i'm able to have a great start for this coming semester, Insya-Allah I shall be able to keep the good momentum going till the end of it. Let's hope for a good start now!
Com'on Eira! You can do this! It's not like you to give up this early eh? Ganbatte!!
Take care all.
lots of love, jmunawwarah
Posted at 12:18 am by jmunawwarah
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Monday, September 05, 2011 |
I can't help but wanting to post a few pictures of my little cute cousin Irryssa. Super kawaii!!
Posted at 01:31 am by jmunawwarah
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Wednesday, August 17, 2011 |
While combing my longer-than-ever-before curly hair, it got me thinking and wondering why am I ever letting my hair grow longer and thicker now. It is definitely not my usual habit.
I would usually cut my hair whenever it passed my shoulder. This habit started when i was in Form 4, if I'm not mistaken. Since in primary school until Form 3, I like to keep it short as it is much easier to take care of. But then when I was in Form 4, I had this feeling of keeping my hair longer so that I would look more like a girl. Plus, it's about time that I at least change my hair style. LOL.
  1. The short hair - Form 3. 2. The attempt to be more girly - Form 5. To be honest, I like my curly hair. So to straighten my hair is definitely not the option that I'm looking for. Yeah, there was the time where I feel that people with straight hair is pretty & I was tempted to straighten it. But I would never be able to do it permanently. The only thing that I would do when I go to salon is to just asked them to blow it straight. Which last a few hours to a day (depending on how took care of it). & yes, I would look different when my hair was straightened. But it doesn't really suit me, I think. The most important, it doesn't define who I am. Jamaliatul Munawwarah was born with curly hair, would always be associate with it and is proud of it. XD   3. Foundation 2008 4. Early 2010   5 & 6. July2011 - See how long & how thick it is now? (Dear friends, do ignore on how chubby i look in the picture ya. Focus on the hair. hohoho) You can definitely see how thick my hair is but not really on how long it is. Since it's curly, it tend to spring up & look shorter when it is dry. But when it is wet, it is about 6-7 cm below the shoulder. You might feel that is not long if to compare with other girls... but let's compare it with my own self, I would never keep my hair this long. I kind of think that this is the first time my hair is this long. *amazed* I do prefer my hair shorter because it is very much easier to take care of it, it dry faster and it's way easier to comb it. & it's lighter & definitely you don't feel that hot. Now that it is longer, it took so long to dry, it's hard to comb it smoothly & need extra effort to take care of it. & yes it's heavier and panas weh! Though, I do feel much more like a girl now. More feminine in appearance despite the behaviour is a little bit rough. (Is it? XD) Besides the reason above, I actually want to change my hair style - in terms of the hair style, not length. - So, in order to do just that, I would need my hair to be longer. Below is the style that I like.   According to the last hair stylist that I met in June, she said that in order to have the hair curls just like the picture, my hair need to be longer. Previously, I've been cutting my hair into layers and she said it is not recommendable to do that as it would make the hair frizzy. Only now, I know lah. So she recommended me to grow my hair longer so that all part of my hair is about the same length & then I can do any style that I want.
I told her that I did not like it when my hair is like a beehive (in other words kembang) cos it makes me less confidence about myself. She said the reason to have the hair longer is so that the hair is heavier & thus when it curls, it would bring the hair down (gravity u see). & so my kembang-hair problem is solved. Ohhh~!
Ah, I like that hairstylist! Gonna make her my usual hairstylist then. XD To be honest, I am not one to care about hair styles what-so-ever. & I hardly care about the health of my hair as much as today. But since I am growing to be somehow a little bit more feminine than before, naturally I would start caring about my hair more. Besides that, it kind of improves my confidence level as well. Appearance does matter right.
& so, now I have to deal with the heavy, hard to comb, slowly dry hair and the panas issue. LOL. Oh well, beauty requires sacrifice. haha.
Gotta stop rambling about hair. It's 3.47 am already. =.="
Selamat Berpuasa & have a nice day~!
lots of love,
jmunawwarah
Posted at 02:06 am by jmunawwarah
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Wednesday, August 10, 2011 |
It has been two weeks since she left us. Al-Fatihah.
My grandmother or I called her Tok Mak passed away on the 28th July 2011. I was in Bintulu when I got the news. Thank God it was the day that I'm supposed to travel back to KL. But luck wasn't on my side. When I arrived in LCCT, they were already on their way to the grave yard. Yes, I was not able to see her for the last time. I was heart broken.
Luckily before I went to Sabah-Sarawak, I took care of her for 4 hours in the hospital. & I promised her that I would come and see her once I got back. Who knew that I was not able to keep that promise. Rasa sangat terkilan. I was the only grandchildren & immediate family who was not able to see her for the last time.
I can't imagine how this year raya gonna be. & i think it's gonna be a lonely raya. All ayah's siblings going to their in laws side this year. & it's gonna be just us.
Tok Mak, I miss you so much.
Al-Fatihah.
Love,
jmunawwarah
Posted at 11:37 pm by jmunawwarah
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